I do believe that my W sees my efforts and doesn't say anything. I have read the five love languages, hers are words of affirmation and physical touch.
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I pray that if her religious belief is her conscience then God too will be also her conscience.
I too have also been praying "Jesus" it does make me feel more connected.
In the past week I have had a couple of dreams with my W in them. What I remember from them is we always seem to be going to small stores and stations grabbing snacks and driving around to the next store. There are also times when we are in a bedroom not knowing how we got there. The door always seems to be shut and there is some intimacy and playing around. I feel like we are being sneaky for some unknown reason. Now in our real lives we always left the door open and did things in whatever room very care free. Seems funny that my dreams are the opposite than what we have done. At this point in reality I would take whatever I could get.
