Chris! Glad to hear you are among the living. Hang in there girl! You and I have way too much in common in our sitch's...my H doesn't feel anything for me either except the occassional erection of course (yikes hope I don't get in trouble for that).
Anyway, I get discouraged when I don't see you post for a bit...keep on keeping on!
I really do think these men are trying to punish us and test us.