That's why I'm thinking it won't do any good to write a closure letter. She's too immature. If she wanted to try again, I can't possibly imagine her actually doing any work to make it happen. And I think we'd go through the same cycle in another 5 years.
No, this is now about me learning to let go. I have a problem because I have a broad and diverse set of interests and W was the only person I've ever met who shared those interests. And we connected on many levels to boot, so I thought I'd found my soul mate. But she has a fatal flaw - she admits as much. So I'm still struggling with admitting it was a mistake.
Made my first caprese tonight - excellent! Had it alongside Halibut covered in fresh pesto, roasted asparagus & peppers drizzled in brown butter, and pumpkin risotto cakes. MMmmmm! Now I'm enjoying a 10 year Tawny port and listening to Madeleine Peyroux. Such a shame to indulge in these simple pleasures and have no one to share them with. Oh well, I enjoy them!
