I've been wondering about you. I am home today - will be here for a week.
The best thing you can do right now is follow your L's advice. I think she has a very good point. Do you have enough to get by? Your H is showing his true colours now and trying to get you angry at him. The best way to handle this is to do nothing. Do not fall into it. Do not fight with him. You need to step back and let him prove himself a jerk. This will help you in court if it goes there. Good for you for working on GAL. Spending time with your son is wonderful for both of you. You might want to get out with a girlfriend or 2 when you can as well. Getting your son ready for school will help as well.
Try not to be too anxious. Try to think of what the worse case scenario for you is. Sometimes if you know that and know you can handle it will make the reality seem that much better. You WILL be ok no matter what happens. I know it. I've seen so many people go through this and when they get past the horror of it all they know that life will go on. Sometimes they just have to take a different road. But its not always a bad road.
