Thanks for reminding me that things are going well. Sometimes I lose track of that. I am going to go back and read through my posts and see what worked and what didn't so that I can start that list/journal. I know it will help so much but I keep putting it off.
So today I have not heard from him and am a little aggitated. He was supposed to call our counselor to make the appointment and then call me asap to give me a heads up so I can plan my work week accordingly but he never called or texted me. . .so kinda frustrated. I could deal with a day of silence as him just needing space and that would be fine but I don't understand why he would not call or at least text to tell me when the appointment is or to just say that he could not get through to make one (which could be the case)
When I got off work I called him and got voicemail. I didn't leave a message but he will see that I called. Maybe he got called in to work. Who knows! Hopefully I will have an explanation soon.
But I need to stay positive and start pulling my life together.
I mentioned in a post awhile back, possibly on my old thread, that I am playing around with the idea of starting my own business. Right now I work in a coffee house and while I like my job my hours are rather unstable and I do not make enough money to live on my own which is why I am at my parents house. The other side to that is that I do not really make enough money for hubby and I to live together either. When he starts his new job we would be fine but that will just be a temp thing. Money has always been tight and it has been causing a lot of stress in the past few months (before the split anyways) so now as I am looking to hopefully move back in together in the next few months I am realizing that there are quite a few things that need to be lined up to make it as easy as possible and that one of the biggest things is that I need to make more money! So either I quit my job and start all over somewhere else or I go for it and start my business. I have had the business forms for awhile now but have been dawdling so now my new GAL project is to really go for it!
I don't know why I just told y'all that but I guess it is just a good thing to keep me accountable for! Also to help me goal set. If I want hubby and I to get back together I have to make X amount of income. That kinda thing.
I also want to work on this running thing. I am going to go shopping tomorrow and try to get some gear. It's been over 100 here this weekend and is just starting to cool down so this week might work out well to start.
I'll post again tomorrow. Hopefully something will have happened by then!
