At times, I feel so very well detached. At others, I must struggle to go forward. Eg, it amazes me how nonchalant she is...as she cheers and screams in front of the TV for the Olympics...and talks about how many laps she swam...while I worry how to pay each bill as it comes in.

Tonite...she told me a story about an elderly man who gave her a hard time about swimming in his lane.

W: "I probably paid more to swim here than you did."

I guess she forgot that I paid for her to swim there. I guess she forgot that when I couldn't make the preschool tuition that included the pool, she yelled at me in front of my son that I was delinquent in the payments.

I said nothing.

FIB

Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11)
Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t
Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10
Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;