Supportive and Proud Weather She Likes it or Not!!

[JWS]

only ran twice, last week but they were great. Way busy at work and way hot here. here mom called to tell me that she did not come home last night. Great. I asked her not to bother saying anything. she was either with him or a girlfriends house. Not something i can control so who cares.

I had a long talk about D with a friend from work today. Great guy and had a ton of great reason for me to be done. really got me thinking. and right now i can not put my finger on why or support it with any reasons, but I am not ready to quite, and i am going to standby her, witch means trusting her unconditionally.

Right now that means healing me again broken heart and taking some time to myself to get back the strength I need to deal with her, and get right back into being her best friend no matter what. Best part was my friend with all the reasons, said man I really respect you for that, good luck. That made me feel good.

I think I was wrong earlier and I do do these things for me. Talking to her parents was a huge backslide but talking to her and saying I won’t let myself get hurt was major progress for me. I do like the man I have become but I am tired of not having someone to share that with.

((((LOST, JULIA, PISCES)))) thank you ladies for showing me that there are great gals out there, because i would be a real woman hater right now if it was not for you and my mother.