Frank, first things first. You are not at all alone. There are so many people on here who care so much about you, myself included.
You need to look at the incredible man that you are Frank. You need to refocus on what SHE is losing, not you.
What I posted on your last thread was reality Frank. She is not saying much different then she has said before. It is simply hurting you more because you have been pressing to make yourself happy and her words do not play a part of that.
Detachment my friend, you know all about it, now is the time to put yourself in motion with it. It's time to stop the talking and start the walking. Frank, this hurts, we all know this hurts. We all know why you spent the day crying. We have all spent that day. Hell, you have spent that day before as well. Feel the feelings Frank, but do not allow them to knock you to your Knees.
You have come to far to fall to this. You are the strength for so many around here. You have shown so many the direction that they have needed to get through the days like you are having today.
I am sorry I had to go today, if it wasn't work I would have talked all day. I have a softball game here shortly and will call you later tonight to check in. Hang in there buddy, you mean a lot to so many people here, you mean a lot to me.