One Last Pull for this Knot to Break

[sleeper]

When mamma ain't happy, no one (in the universe) is happy.

X is MAJORLY stressed. Shouldn't be my problem, but she has to have someone to vent to and guess who she chooses? Yep, they only hurt the ones they love; us. Unfortunately the ones they love includes our kids and mine told me tonight, "Mamma sure is grumpy."

She's broke, having trouble making ends meet and needs surgery. Wow. Who would have thought splitting up and establishing two households with the same amount of income previously used to support one would result in financial difficulties? I almost titled this thread; "I now pronounce you debt and debtor."

Yes, I get the spew for this even though I have bent over backwards to help her. Good news is she verified today that her L recieved the paperwork to which we agreed from my L (negating to some degree the accusations from X that my L was "stalling"). This should come to at least a legal end soon.

I don't know if she is cycling, reaching the end of her rope or what. I really don't care much anymore. I'm just going to play the hand that has been dealt to me and be ready to pick up my kids and what pieces I need and move on if she doesn't pull herself through this. H*ll, the kids prefer being with me anyway. They said that early on in this mess and it hasn't changed. I miss them when she has them.

Changes:

She now calls or TMs to apollogize after she spews.
She doesn't want me to see her undressed (she didn't give a darn for a long time).