Thanks sugar.. its like you can't trust anyone, not your H, or your friends. Just yourself.

Feeling a little better. Tomorrow is a big day. Taking the kids to the county fair with my mom. Its a tradition, H has missed it two years in a row \:\( These are the times I really wish he was here.

Wed. Is his birthday, I picked up a really nice card from me and one from the boys, I think I will fedex them to him along with a pair of my panties \:\)

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.