The thread fairies have been busy today locking things up. Link to last thread I don't necessarily have any new news--but he is coming over tonight for the Farmers Market feasting and Spanish studying.
Last night I started thinking about the logistics of moving back in, and I started getting cold feet. (Not that I've been invited or anything, but...) Like, I happen to really like my new dining room set, but it isn't really big enough for the other house (which has a set I don't particularly like.) I really like my new (to me) entertainment system (sort of country) and H recently bought a new system that is more modern and contemporary. And, now that H has all this studio/band stuff, there isn't a place for us to share an office. My prairie dogs are currently in my living area and I like having them where I spend most of my time (as opposed to stuck away in some room that I am not in as much.)
I could go on. But the bottom line is that I have made myself a nice little nest; my stuff "fits" in here. I don't want to lose myself. But, is my 'stuff' myself? Also, I don't want to move again. WTH is wrong with me?
Of course, currently this is all a moot point; but *if* by some miracle, he decides he wants to give 'us' a go, I am afraid. I'm afraid that I will go thru the pain of moving, of selling off the duplicate furniture, of giving up the opportunity to have owner financing; and then have him flake out again. If I decided to store the dupe furniture, then am *I* really committed if I have created an "easy" exit?
Ugh.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
