Thank you for your kind words Cinco ... you made me cry. I am going to a meeting tonite. I am sort of embarassed but I am going to do it.

Your words are so beautiful they touched my heart,I will not give up on him for awhile .


It hurts to love someone so much who doesnt love himself...


But I will keep praying and keep getting strong. It just hurts so much. The numbness is wearing off and being replaced by tears....
This song applies ....


In Gods Hands Nelly Furtado~ FT. Keith Urban


IN GODS HANDS NELLY FURTADO AND KEITH URBAN
I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the time
I, I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do
Couldn't care less about the lies
You couldn't find the time to cry

We forgot about love
We forgot about faith
We forgot about trust
We forgot about us

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands

You said that you had said all that you had to say
You said baby it's the end of the day
And we gave a lot but it wasn't enough
We got so tired that we just gave up

We didn't respect it
We went and neglected it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this

Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky to heaven
It's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands
Back in God's hands

It didn't last
It's a thing of the past
Oh we didn't understand
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Oh just what we had


And this one for sure...
One step at a time... Jordan Sparks



And this is me ...
http://www.xanga.com/alimari
My Son 17 set this up 2 years ago for me and I never used it....

I am ok everyone ... God will help me ... as long as I help myself.
Love you all.
Prayers and blessings,
~Ali