Okay, pretty good weekend. We had D's birthday party together with my niece's yesterday at my mom's. Good turn out, lots of fun. Would reflex about once an hour what H was missing, but didn't dwell on it. The thought came in and left just as quickly.
D absolutely LOVED Walking with Dinosaurs on Saturday. If it comes to your area and you get the chance to take the kids, I'd say to do so for sure! It's only a 2 hour show, so it's not long at all and the time goes by quickly. Plus they throw in a 20 intermission in that 2 hours too.
FIL is in for surgery today for an aneurysm in his stomach. H emailed me letting me know he's out now and will be in recovery for a few hours. I'm sure everyone there is relieved.
I'm getting more and more sad I think from trying to let go more. Plus next week will be 2 years since H left. Maybe that mark will help me pull myself together and change this sitch somehow.