ok so here it goes.... yesterday we met for lunch after his run..our favorite lunch place that we hadnt been together since.... so that was nice- he talked a lot again..i just listened and am really working on staying quiet and allowing silence..that has always been an issue for me..i always felt the need to fill the void...not needed at all! i had checked the movie show times earlier and suggested we see Dark Night..and i found it in IMAX..so he went home to change and i met him at his place right as he got out of the shower...oh boy. we just cuddled on his bed and almost ripped eachothers skin off but no nookie- just lots of fun and playfulness we tried t get up a few times but just fell back into bed and snuggled !!!! i actually used his line and said im not ready yet with a huge smile on my face. he said i know....and kissed me!
then we went to the city- it was so stressful getting there and we were cutting it close to the movie- i stayed very clam..i get really nervous when things are very chaotic..i started getting a migraine and didnt say anything...we finally found a spot ran to the theater and realized i found the wrong IMAX showtime- luckily they had the movie playing in a regular theater so we just decided to go there..it was very crowded but it all worked out...then we get out of the movie theater and it is in a very seedy part of the city for some reason..and my H is a cop and felt totally on edge- he never gets like this. i was uncomfortable too- he said i should have brought my gun- he never brings it anywhere...so needless to say it was a really weird twilight zone afternoon- but i managed to stay relatively calm...then we went to dinner in a nice part of the city and fund great place on the water...we cuddled in the fog while waiting for a table and calmed down!
Dinner was great and calm and we finally felt back to normal- i said all the calm from cuddling was jolted earlier! he laughed and we had a really nice dinner...talked a bit about where to live ideas- so that was good- i used we and us a lot and so did he.
then i had to get my car at his place so i just got out and he said he had a great day with me - i said me too and kissed him on the cheek....
so its all good and i didnt ask him to come over or anything or stay the night. i just let it be.
whew!
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we tried t get up a few times but just fell back into bed and snuggled !!!! i actually used his line and said im not ready yet with a huge smile on my face. he said i know....and kissed me!
