That would look very silly but the butt showing would be great... I am a butt lover..... OOPS~
I may/will post the whole ugly thing later { my H had a major blow out last nite, I stayed calm....and he said he was done with me!!!!!!!!!! I was very calm and told him I was fine with that decision.}
.....I have come to the sad realization that my H is most likely an alchoholic. I actually feel some resentment that I again have to change.... I have to go to meetings and I have to get proactive once again.
It also breaks my heart to think he may never get sober and he will always live this way. I know I cannot live like this forever.
I will lose someone that I love dearly and wanted to grow old with.. I truly have loved this Man
*~{ he left this morning and snuggled me and didnt want to leave and specifically said SEE YOU LATER... HE 100% OF THE TIME SAYS JUST BYE}~*
Like nothing happened.... This is madness.... Love, ~Ali
