I was thinking that I should also tell her that I have my own life and doing stuff like she did last night is not acceptable. I did not choose this, but I have to deal with it.
There is probably a gentler way of putting that, but the meaning would be the same.
Trying to use D11 against me and calling me an F-lying still pisses me off this morning. She should not have walked if she was so flipping worried about what I was doing or who I was spending time with. Asking if I would be here when D11 got out of school like I am so irresponsible. Messing around with this OM all weekend and flipping out on me about having someone else over here. Texting me and saying I was like some of the other a-holes she has dated, maybe she needs to look into the mirror sometime.
Good to vent some of this. I may have to see her later today. I should be able to control myself well. Just put on my cop face and put my emotions off to the side.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
