We're never getting back together-How do you cope?

[onedge]

The entire conversation after she saw the drawing i did of her.
Not really sure how i went, i think it was as good as i could have hoped. but i'm not sure. (by the way, it's in a chat session thing, thats why there is timestamps)


8:59pm Me

well, I have been wanting to draw something for about 2 weeks now, i'd been watching Ben from work draw some stuff from photo's, and he was really good at it. I hadn't seen anything that i wanted to draw though. When i saw your profile picture, I knew that i wanted to draw it. I knew that it wasn't a good idea but i had not had that feeling in a long time
9:00pm W

dosn't mean u think i'm special thats just bull [censored] because of what my facebook page says

same with the define me crap

u don't really mean it
9:00pm Me

When i started with it, i was thinking that it would turn out [censored], and i wouldn't try it again, but it just worked, and it felt really good, and i kept drawing.
9:01pm W

and i am grateful you r trying to make me feel better but you just make it worse u don't really feel like that
9:03pm Me

I didn't draw it to try and make you believe that i think you are special, i was just enjoying drawing it, I do feel like that, but right now, i'm not concerned with how you think i fell, i want you to feel special about you, and if it has made you feel special then yay, but that wasn't the point. But aside from that i am really proud of what i have done so far.
9:04pm W

and u should be proud of what u have done but u didn't need to put on it a special person or u have found ur muse what a load of [censored]. I'm glad ur drawing again. No it didn't make me feel special because it was all crap
9:08pm Me

i know that you feel that i don't think you are special, and i can understand why, I have a lot of regrets for things that i should have done, but i can't change the past. I'm sorry for not drawing that a long time ago, and i can't explain why i didn't, and i'm not going to argue about how i feel, or how you feel.
9:11pm Me

and by the way, this wasn't an attempt to "win you back". I'm not stupid enough to think that one picture can change everything. I just hope that it might put a smile on your face sometime.

I will stop working on it, i'll find something else to draw.
9:13pm W

u can keep drawing it i don't care

but no it won't put a smile on my face

but again i don't care if u draw it
9:14pm Me

i'm sorry
9:14pm W

for what?
9:15pm Me

i didn't mean to make you feel worse
9:15pm W

it's fine don't worry about it

it's not u it's me i'm just sad

i'm getting better but i'm still sad

i am doing very well

but still sad
9:16pm Me

well if there is anything i can do (you wont ask :):) )
9:17pm W

nope but thnx
9:18pm Me

so how did you like it anyway?
9:18pm W

it was ok
9:18pm Me

just ok?
9:18pm W

i don't like pictures of myself so

mum loved it

she thought it was fantastic
9:19pm Me

well it's not finished yet,
9:19pm W

ok
9:19pm Me

anyways i'm here when you want to talk, you can go back to wow :P:P
9:20pm W

:P:P

i am not a wow whore

much.......................
9:21pm Me

yeah, right *wank* :P:P
9:21pm W

:O:O
9:21pm Me

:):) just teasting

teasing
9:22pm W

you need to learn how to spell or type

retard

:P:P

now i'm going to play wow :P:P