I did really well with NC yesterday. I did have to call H last night after he talked with S9. After their call S said, "see you in the morning." Today is the first day of school. I had planned on taking them---after all of our e-mail last week hashing out the schedule for school, I was confused. I called him and he said he just thought he would come say goodbye to them, if that was ok. Now, what am I supposed to say?? I said, sure, it's ok. But, after all the e-mail last week with him acusing me of trying to make him disappear when school started----when I haven't once told him he couldn't see the kids, it kind of pissed me off. However, I kept it to myself. I'll manage to get through the morning ok, too. The last thing we'll need today is a visit at the time we're trying to rush to school, but hey-----what choice do I have.

I don't know if he was drunk, with OW, or just leaving OW, but when I called last night he was so confused. At first he thought I was D11, and when I said no, he thought I was D15----I had to tell him it was me. He also asked questions that I had just answered or just generally sounded like he wasn't tracking. He told H he was at home, but I could hear the blinker going in his truck when we talked. He has a long way to go............Oh well...........

Today, I plan to go to the Y after I get the kids to school. Will hope my back and knee hold up, and I can finally start working on me................


Me 45
M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08
D 18, D 14, S 12