Supportive and Proud Weather She Likes it or Not!!

[JWS]

Caution Major venting, wining, and all around confusion.


I am tired
heres the big stuff


Nicely confronted her about the phone. Said it needed to be separate as I could no longer stand seeing things on there. Did not care what she did but did not need to see it she need her privacy. That lead to very disappointed that you would talk to him again. Her response. “honey I swear we are just friends, I did not even think it was wrong because there is nothing there, I would never see him” that lead to a big conversation about trust. And that I could trust her she could trust me. We are working on things. I told her if she wanted to be with someone else at least get a D first. She said she did not want that or any other man. Overall good conversation, some filrthign back and forth commented about her thong witch she rarely wears yda yda yda


Time for me to drive home, 6 hours later call to say I am home safe no answer. Call her parents hose to see if she is there. “shes been out all day when we called to see when she would be home she said that she was out with a friend and would be home late, but would not tell us who” (she started wearing thongs for him over a year ago) they were very concerned and made me cry. Then her mom pried a few things out of me they did not know.

I called her when she answered I told her of her parents behavior and asked where she was she said a friends house (female) possibly yes, likely no. gets angry for not rusting her. “Trust me or not I don’t Fing care”

Call parents back and convince and beg them to stay out of it. I have suffered with this and have plans and they can’t ruin it because they are mad. They agree. She calls back very mean and nasty about not trusting her, then says she is done talking for the night. I ask if she is heading home or still out, she hangs up.

So my mind: 60% W is with OM as I type, 40% we had the most genuine conversation we have had today and I let weird circumstances f that up. If latter oops, if first one F it shes the fool. Either way I need to find a way to step back. I also need to redecide what I am fighting for. In my mind it being the same OM makes me a fool for taking her back a year and a half ago. Like it would be any better with a different OW.

I am way confused. SHE WILL NOT RUN ME INTO A D!!! she will have to do it her self, but other then struborness tonight I am not sure why I am still in this, and not in some OW bed, and unlike her I would not have o settle for a loser.