T Im sorry and I do know how hard it is Take time for you I felt the same If only Mom could have stayed, I could have let go of H easier it was so hard to say goodbye to both many times I visited mom while she was sick and I avoided any talks with H couldnt deal with him..too painful with the both of them unavailable I thought I would fold, but im still here wobbly, shaky but trying to get grounded again and I know I will in time
you are a strong woman and you will be ok
so take your time find ways to take care of yourself your ex will still there I go for long walks..it helps peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
