I would be grateful if we had a chance to put it all behind us and re-learn how to love each other for who we are. Until then, I will continue to be kind and decent in our interactions, and keep my main focus on my own life and what I'm doing to keep my kids in their home, and all other things I need to do.
I hope it's not to late to salvage these things, and I know God will show me what to do.
Frank, I think what you just posted was amazing, truly I do. You still have so much love and compassion for her, your heart is still tender and not hard.
Forgive me, but I am an incurable romantic and although I have not been following along on many of your posts I am so very impressed lately with your ability to be vulnerable and honest with your true feelings towards your wife.
Persevere.....and keep giving it to God.
((((hugs)))
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
