Mishka, you really have sounded depressed lately. Are you on ADs or see a C? I thought you were though? I worry about you dropping your friends b/c I did that last year and became seriously depressed. That just made me more depressed. I mean if you have friends that aren't nice or supportive now, or they stress you out, my C calls them "toxic" people, then drop those friends, but I would try to keep other friends if you can. And make new friends. I know you're busy, but you need to take care of yourself so you can take care of your son!!! Karen
