Onward but not so Upward right now

[mishka422]

It's going. That's about it.

I've decided to drop out of contact with all of the people in my life and focus solely on my son. If I concentrate hard enough on only him I won't have to figure out what the heck to do with myself.

I'm just sick and tired of feeling like the loser hanging on the outskirts of my circles of "friends". Even the single ones don't seem to want me around and I honestly don't talk about my sitch with anyone and I put on the happy happy joy joy face whenever I'm around other people. Apparently that isn't enough either.

Seriously, just tired of everything.