i need to embrace the for myself part. i still do things to win her back and feel like a failure when it does not happen. I need to release this stuff, and let her chase me. I am so looking forward to getting out of town in few weeks. if that is what she wants he can have her because i don't want this version of her.
Me 27, W26 T-12 M-4 SEP 4/29/08 Holding 250 miles Awaiting Support Current