I always feel the quickening of my heart when someone comments that my husband's intentions could be anything but admirable. It's my deep loyalty and love for him that creates the need to defend his honor. When my C suggested my husband could be using me several weeks ago, I listened to what he had to say, but my heart said, "NOT my h. He's not that kind of person." Who the heck knows. I believe deep down he is the wonderful man I grew to love with my entire heart and soul.
Yup. Yup. And Yup.
Massage, then shopping. Make it a great day!
Quote:
I need and deserve a hell of a lot more than a glimpse.
Probably not healthy, but when H glances back and says something, I force myself to think of all the things he has done in the last year to hurt me. It reminds me that I need a heck of a lot of committment to feel 'safe' again with H.
