Mishka, he even said a few weeks after he left that his new independence wasn't what he thought it would be.

Pisces, thank you for your words, you are right I need to look back at the positives.

H just sent me an email of his parents new puppy. I asked him if he would email me a picture yesterday when he told me that they were getting one. His old dog died just before he left me. I really didn't actually expect that he actually email me a picture. Nice to know I criss his mind sometimes and he remembered.

Strangely he sent it to both my email accounts. I have one in my maiden name and one in my married name, he said he wasn't sure which one I was using these days.

When we got married I didn't want to take his name for a long time and he really wanted me to, looking back now I think he took it as rejection. Which account do you reckon I should reply from?

Today my friends came over and we cleared the garden. It looks amazing, it was such a big job. They are wonderful friends to help me with it. Practically they are great and so supportive, they just don't understand about DBing.


M- May 2006
D - Aug 2010
Now travelling the world