I think you need to take the focus off your W and put it on you. You cannot make her feel special, loved, or appreciated if she doesn't want to feel those ways. I know you love her but you have to let go in some way.
Please try and get out and enjoy the day/night and think about your needs for now.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
