No. You have not messed up. It was a momentary backslide. Its time to get back on the DB wagon.
Think of this. Your H was interested enough to ask about your plans, and what you were doing. He is curious. Chalk your questions up to idle conversation.
TH, we all make mistakes. We all get a momentary lapse of reason, but we pick up and continue on.
And it is normal to be on that rollercoaster, wondering from day to day whether you are doing the right thing. Only you can answer that. I will suggest that you ask God for guidance, and listen to your heart, because it NEVER lies...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
