I love it when you give me advice....are you a therapist....cause if you aren't you need to be..
...a friend told me the other day not to try so hard to just be myself....I guess I am trying too hard and I didn't even realize it...I guess I'm still living in the fear....the fear of being alone...doing it on my own....all that comes with it...the fear that I will never find love again...happiness....while H is...I know it's crazy but why am I so scared.....I already am doing it by myself and I'm doing a good job....I'm stressed at times but I'm doing good...learning new things....all of it...but I don't have the most important part of the puzzle and that is killing me....
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
