The Door That Never Closes!

[Treese]

Hi Everyone......

Thank you all so much for the much needed advice....I guess I really got to a bad point....OMG....really....I was down.....I still am a little....it's the crying I cant seem to get through...H came to pick up son yesterday....hoping to see D21 also but she decided she would take her sister shopping and left before he got there...I think it was on purpose....I'm not getting in the middle of that...I didnt even go downstairs when H came to get him..I didn't want to look at him...then son came up and told me he was leaving and I told him to have a good time..
.H chose the path, made the bed...then he brought son home at 11:30 last night...dropped him off and left...didn't come in to see the girls who were both sitting in the living room....

Anyone who choses to go spend time with OW when he hasn't seen or talked to his daughter since May has issues. That just really blows my mind...

And the anger thing....well...I was doing better but then for some reason it started to get to me again....maybe because he has no problem throwing it in my face....Hopefully I can get past it....I just want to chew his butt out....

Di....no fire department but....when I went out last night my friends buddy was a fire chief...lol...I thought it was funny because we had been talking about fires all night....today I look for something to take my anger and frustration out on...i think there are a few things left of H's...he seems to take things out little by little when I'm gone...

I hope to have a better day...but we shall see.....it is very beautiful out....