I didn't think what I had to say would move you to tears, but it is how I feel. I ask God to search my heart and see that what I feel for my W is pure and for the all the right reasons, I strongly believe that it is. God knows and I want my W to know just how much I want to completely give myself to my W in every way possible. Like you I read a lot and have learned a great deal. Recently thinking about our couple issues for her leaving I feel that I do not deserve a D for these problems but that they should be worked through and overcome. I hate D as much as God and have mentioned to God in prayer. Now that my W is living on her own and she has privacy and that quiet time to think I have been praying very strongly that her and God are growing their relationship. I pray that God will work in her life and show her how important our marriage is to him. Lord please restore our marriage to all that you want it to be and more.
