One Year Yesterday

[*KS*Chick*]

that's so weird Ian - I was thinking about all the newbies and how we came to the board with these hopeless, sad names....and how some of ya'll kept the same names....

I'm sitting here kinda bummed. Took Peanut to a movie. My parents came too. While we waited for them, we people watched.

People - it's like Noah's ark out there. Almost everyone is paired up. Gay, straight.

Or familied up. Kids, husband, blah blah.

I am in a funk. And to top it off (perhaps she's just sleepy?) Peanut is pushing every last button. Cranky, whining, etc. and I have no patience. So I've yelled. And I feel bad. Bad mom.

I guess last night I realized....I do eventually want to be married again. I really wonder though - if all guys that are left on the market (at least locally LOL!) are all the same. Is that guy out there? The one who will love me, cherish me, respect me, LOVE my Peanut? Is marriage a myth?

So many of my friends are chasing it with anyone and everyone. I'm chasing it with no one LOL!.


Ack - good night Irene.