Here I am....real life and all.

[Starshyne]

I don't plan on ever answering her again. She is such a ughgh...bad person! But I told xh that I do not want her harassing me any more. I know she is threatened by me and thinks that he is going to come back to me. In her mind I am the OW. She is not worth my time or energy. If I get an email from her again, I am blocking her.

Yeah, I have been chatting with that guy I went on the date with this evening on im. He is so NORMAL! No drama in his life....just a normal guy who is looking for a friend that could be more. Has never cheated on anybody, has a full time job, his own house. Just being around a normal, nice man is so refreshing!

I find it hard to restraining myself from talking about my ex. I am sure that is the last thing this guy wants to hear. But every experience or anything I have done for the past 7 years involved my husband. So if I am talking about something (like when we went to Memphis), I try to make it sound like it was just me on this trip. I don't know....just something I am working through.