The worst is over I think. About time to get up and move forward. I will probably still not go tomorrow and stay away and finish dealing with this. I can stay positive on the phone. I am pretty certain that I don't want to give up. I was looking at a pic of my W and found my determination. Still hurts, but it can still be worked out.
I do have more better days then bad. This was just a setback.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does