Oh ... and I forgot about the camping... I'm so looking forward to this. I was really afraid to be around people that knew us as a couple...but this is away from the neighbourhood and I had a really great talk with the guitar player in the old band I used to play with yesterday.... (it's his camp ground/party)... He's been a real sweetie and gave me some great cheer up talk. Both times I've run into him, he's just been a real doll. He's been through this with his 2nd wife, and so he really knows where I"m coming from. Nice to feel "wanted" and included in the old gang. Camp fire, guitars out etc etc. I wanted to make sure I was in fact up for this, but I'm really looking forward to that weekend. I even went out and bought a sleeping bag today.
I've decided to keep bloody busy. Did 2 walks today. Hit a large bucket of golf balls. Vacuumed, did 3 loads of laundry, cleaned the critters go-huts ;)... went shopping and treated myself to a pizza that I didn't get yesterday.
One day at a time. Abbey
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.
Camp fire, guitars out etc etc. I wanted to make sure I was in fact up for this, but I'm really looking forward to that weekend. I even went out and bought a sleeping bag today.