Update...not good...I fear my suspicions about another woman are true.
I got curious about Hot August Nights in Reno since H said he was going there so I looked it up on-line. The thing is that Hot August Nights ended last weekend. That said, I didn't jump to immediate conclusions...thought I would wait to talk to H and find out if he mentioned that he was mistaken about the date.
Soooooo...he just called (sounding very chipper I might add) going on and on about the old cars and motorcycles he saw. So I said...it was Hot August Nights, huh? He replied yep...it's really cool I would like to bring D up here next time.
I think he's a big f'ing liar and I want to be sick to my stomach right now. This pain is crippling and I can't take it anymore.
I think he went up there to be with his friends, sure, but I'm positive there were females involved. He protests too much when I mention the possibility of another woman...I am so devastated.
God, can't I get over this already???? Why do I allow this person to hurt me so much?
