Hi sooners, I am feeling the same way about my situation. I feel I'm in a hole this week. I just am tired of going out by myself so I don't even go out now. For at least 2 months or more, I stopped going to dance class, dance studio on Fri nights, and going to the movies Sat. Because I think about and miss my H when I do go.
I am going out into the backyard and read and pray now.
Hang in there. Your post brought tears to my eyes because I sure identify witht he pain you're describing, especially when we want so much to give and try on our Ms.