Hi Ali, no not quite that old. I shall be 60 next year! Gosh I actually said it. My H and I grew up tog we started infant school tog, played tog, and started dating prop. when I was 14ys old broke up a few times but just for weeks at a time. I was fiery back in those days, He left when I was 52. He was 60 last year and although I am doing ok that day was so hard for me. Today has been very hard as well I don't know why. Week ends are often hard and I am used to that. Funny about the dates. I have heard the most devasting news on Feb 23rd and Aug 23rd. In diferent years. It will get better for you. You will make it better. I know about the weight thing tho. I have managed to stay at 8.10 now for a few years. I was always 7.7 but dropped to 6.0 at one point. I hate being bigger but middle aged spread has set in. I am v vain and just hate getting old, but need to work on my middle! Off to bed. Tomorrow is another day I always say so nite.
