As for myself, right now I really miss my W. I haven't seen her in about two and half weeks and haven't talk to her in a week. I would like to see her or at least talk to her, but she acts like she doesn't want anything to do with me.
She finally moved out of living with those friends into an apartment by herself.
The last time I talked to her and her acting like she wasn't going to give me/us a chance like she is done. She did say that in the four months apart the reason she hasn't filed for divorce yet was because of her up bringing and her religious belief. I was thinking that if her religious belief has kept her from filing that her belief and God would bring her back to our marriage even though she says she is done.
I don't know about you other standers, but when I'm out and about and see a pretty face here or there it doesn't make me think that there is someone else better for me or that I want to be with them, but when I see a pretty girl or couple it just makes me miss my W and want to be with her,I just miss her so much. Sometimes being out and about hurts. I love my W with all my heart more than she knows, I just want to show her what all I have to give. I continue to stand and I pray a lot. I pray that against all odds and circumstances that are going on that God will work is will and restore our marriage to all that he wants it to be. I pray that God will make me into man and husband that he wants me to be as well as my W into the woman and wife that he wants her to be. I know that the pain is no fun but it does develop you as an individual and that it is all more than worth it for a restored marriage. I highly value my vows and covenant with God and my wife. I will do my best to keep to God's word and stand for our marriage.
