Neaj, you never said how old you are, but were you 58ish when your H left? I'm sorry, 40 years. That must have been so hard, I cant imagine. This feels hard enough and its only a third of my life, not most of it.
I'm so astounded he could slip away and not allow any real conversation. I guess you didnt get that either. I wonder if I will get chance to see him before his birthday to give him his present (its tickets for our favourite comedian, playing 15 November).
Funnily enough, I read this earlier, really freaky, the numbers thing...15th Nov was his last night with me and he was gone on the 16th (2007) and Feb 9th 2008 was the first day he wanted to see me again and 15th Nov is when he would need to be back down here for the comedy show, if he accepts the gift. Wierd:
The rules for the duration of this lunar eclipse are that the life span is equal to one month for every hour of the eclipse, lasting up to 6 months. This Lunar eclipse at 24 Aquarius will last 3 hrs 9 min which suggests that you will know how this eclipse will unfold by the time the sun squares the eclipse degree Nov 15/16, 2008 although the energy is active a few days before and after these dates. Six months takes us to the next lunar eclipse Feb 9, 2009.
I have to let him go..let him move away, I need to look after myself better, eat more, exercise, get to bed earlier, see friends more (I am making some great new friends at work) and try get a new job.
I'm going to dye my hair this week and I have already made an appointment to get my ears repierced Tuesday! I'm not feeling too attractive, so I guess I need to make more effort in this area. Putting on weight is going to be the hardest as it drops off and stays off when I am churned up. I ate cakes and biscuits this week to help that, but ended up with spots! i suppose its time to take a hint, hey.
