Ali,(((())))) never ever feel stupid or apologise for loving someone, even when it ends in pain and heartache. Not everyone is blessed to be able to give and give even when nothing comes back. I gave my man the best part of 40 years of my life and 3 most beautiful children who grew up to be 3 wonderful caring adults. I feel invisible to him. Yet I know if I was even given the chance I would give my heart again to someone who showed me love. I also know I will never recover from what happened to me but I am willing to take another chance. You will too and you are so much younger than me and one day when you are healed you will find someone special. Don't give up on you. You are worth it.
