You have just hit another bad patch! We all have gone there. Snodderly is so right, you have to get past the anger. Oh, believe me there were times I wanted to do bodily harm to my h and the ow. It doesn't solve anything and only makes things worse. Just like your anger. Remember a couple of weeks back when you were feeling pretty good and your h noticed the difference in you? You will get back there again. Your h is a lost soul right now. Don't waste any energy on your h or the ow. It just isn't worth it. Now get back to doing things for "Treese" and forget abou what others are thinking.