Well so much for staying dark on her yesterday. I had no contact, and I was getting somewhat peeved that my children didn't call me.
I decided to leave the house at 10:30. WTF, wouldn't you know it. I pull out to the man road and there goes the wife and kids driving by. I beep the horn. I turn after she passes. I follow her home. I didn't want to follow her, but I wanted to see my kids.
I pull up behind her at her apartment. I say hello to her. She said why are you following me. I said I wasn't following you. I was going for a drive and you drove by and I wanted to see the kids.
Son have Mikie D's and stuff, and D has Wendys. I help the kids get out of the car. I tell them I just wanted to see you kids and I'm plenty mad that you guys didn't call me. My son runs into the house to go to the restroom.
I wait outside on the stoop. My kids come back. So does wife she is unloading the car. She has a bunch of Wal-mart bags.
I ask her if she needs help. She says no. You never help me unload the car before why should you now. I said that is so untrue. I always helped you unload the car if I was home. You normally went shopping while I was at work.
She says I got the kids some school clothes. I said would you like some money for them. She says NO. I don't know how much I spent because I mixed grocercies in with them. I said ok, well let me know how I can help.
The kids come back out again. I give them a kiss. I tell them I know Mother doesn't want me here so I'm leaving. I give them a kiss. I said be good for your Mother and listen the first time, and do it the first time. They say ok.
I then tell my son to go get mommy.
She comes down.
HERE IS WHERE I GET STUPID!
She says why don't you go out. I said I don't want to go out. I want to be with my family. She says you never wanted to be with us before. I said that isn't true. She says you were never home. I said that isn't true either. When I started going to school, I never even went out because I was studying every night. She says go out. I said I don't want to go out. But I am leaving because I know you don't want me here. I do really want to be with my family.
Then she says. You really need to quit chewing. OMG I'm thinking... I have been chewing snuff since we met. I said yes I should quit. Nicotine is a strong addiction.
Well ok, go out, because you were never home. I said please that isn't true.
This is where I get really stupid.
I said I'm leaving can I have a hug. She rolls her eyes and sighs. She gives me a hug. I said ok, see you later.
