I believe that would be counter productive. Sure i could be sullen and despondent, but where does that get me. Plus, she does not want to hear that I want her back.At least not now. She only sees a happy me, a joyful me, and for the most part, that is real. Last night for some reason was just tough.We are coming up on our 20th anniversary in a few weeks, and just the thought, saddens me.


m-54
w-44
children-4
bomb-sept 21 2007
t-21
m-20yrs
bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023