Oh and before I was offering to cook him dinner I think I was saying I was sorry that he was ill and if there was anythig I could do, like bring him some food. and I said, but the problem is, I have nvere been to your flat though have I so you probably wouldnt want me to do that? and he said something like, ho thats ok, I just went to the shops... so again, avoiding what I was saying !???
Does anyone reading this feel as confuse3d as me? Or Naej, are you sticking to your, take the hint !? Maybe he is done with me but couldnt face saying it (although he did at the bomb and every time we sooke between Nov and Dec, like.."I dont want to have to be hard Al, but if you want me to spell it out, I dont love you anymore") Maybe I shold have just said "please be my friend and be honest with me", but he would have just said "Oh, I'm just feeling a bit ropey, thats all..."
Thoughts anyone? Give up? Join the circus? Rip his head off? That'll cure his depression.
