I hate all those words.....all the words, phrases, you typed I've heard....plenty....how do they look at the person they have loved all these years and tell them these things....HOW?
All they are doing is getting us to put a wall up to everything around us, I have trust issues....I don't even like myself anymore...
He has beat me down....my heart...my mind...my soul....yes I know we have to make ourselves happy but when you have been told the things we have....it gets to the heart....deep in to the heart....I"m crushed.....
And it does suck that we can't fix it....I so want to make it all go away...
My MIL sent me a birthday card last week and in it she wrote that "unfortunately, we can't control someones feelings but I'll always be like a daughter to her"...geez....did you have to write that in my BIRTHDAY card....hhhhhhh........
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
