So I'm sitting here on tender hooks, but theres no point worrying, its obvious things have shifted. He hasnt called yet. I havent seen him for 2 1/2 weeks. I was all building up to saying something but I feel so nervous and also crushed that he has left me a second time. I suppose theres nowhere left to go but face the music and start to get over him.
Debating calling him so I dont have to wait around much longer. But I'm too scared to.
