The Door That Never Closes!

[theotherhalf]

wooooo is right Treese. Every single word you typed, I have thought, posted, or said. I understand ALL of it. And I don't have any answers for you. It just doesn't get any easier like they told us in the beginning. The answers don't come. My feelings never change. And I keep asking myself why?

I guess as of late I decided I can't take him looking at me and telling me one more time to "get it through my head" that "I'm NOT coming back home" that "I don't want to deal with you" "I don't want to be with you". So I have shut the door a little more. Enough to protect myself from that. Yes it is still open, but less now.

Treese there really is NOTHING we can do. We HAVE to accept this some how. We have to. There is no other way.

I'm sorry Treese...be strong
TOH