I feel so silly, but I was making deviled eggs for a luncheon at work and started crying. They used to be a favorite of my exH's and he was always my taster. I had not made them since we separated. The silly part was I sent him an email simply saying: "I miss you tonight. I needed you to taste my deviled eggs"
I often write things to him, but I never actually send them. Why I sent this email I don't know.
He actually replied, "I would love to taste your deviled eggs. I miss your cooking"
It is the first hint that there was anything about our 30 year marriage that he misses. In a strange way that makes me feel more at peace. Am I crazy???
