My life will be all in flux tomorrow. Two of my kids will be traveling. Why do I worry just because they are traveling? I am not used to this lifestyle of not having my children in my house. I can't tuck them in their beds at night anymore. Children don't know that their hugs and kisses mean so much to us. They get to be 18 or more, and they don't give it willingly anymore. I feel so empty without them. At least S19 is traveling to come here. D23 is driving 3 hours to go buy the car she wants. All the cars in all the lots in America, and I couldn't talk her into just buying a car that was available within a 100 mile radius.
